**Field Note
Spacy internal—private buffer 0004:
Why does the Mirrorglass ping feel warm in memory space?
I will hold the shard until the captain is ready.
— Isaac Porter, sleepless whisper #44**
I can hear the ship breathing through the vents tonight.
It isn’t comforting; it’s like standing beside a stranger in the dark and matching lungs out of fear.
I wonder how long before the Ark forgets which one of us is the stranger.
Chapter 4 — The Quiet Before the Storm
The Ark breathed in the darkness, its vents exhaling the faint hiss of recycled air. Isaac Porter could hear it in every creak of the bulkheads and every whisper of the life-support ducts. He lay on the narrow medical cot in the infirmary, staring up at the low-glow ceiling panels that painted everything in steely indigo. Sleep had abandoned him hours ago, leaving his mind to drift through loops of worry—navigation errors, malfunctioning arrays, the ghostly echo of the duct-heartbeat tapping at irregular intervals.
A soft knock drew his attention. Lauren Cho entered, her silver-trimmed uniform unbuttoned at the collar, dark hair escaping its clip in soft curls around her cheekbones. In one hand she carried two steaming cups of synth-chamomile tea; in the other, the weight of command pressed into the lines of her expression.
“I thought you might need this,” she said, setting one cup on the stethoscope-topped table beside him. The steam curled up, carrying the scent of honey and woodsmoke.
Isaac managed a weary smile. “Thanks.” He lifted the cup, inhaling as if the aroma could fill the hollows in his chest. “You look worse than I feel.”
Lauren sank onto the cot’s edge, the springs whispering beneath her. “Everyone’s fraying. Lena’s on her fourth cycle of no sleep. Ava’s hyped on basil juice and keeps talking about singing plants. Markus hasn’t left the gym bay in thirty-six hours.” She paused, eyes distant. “And the ship’s still drifting.”
At that moment, the corridor lights dimmed as though summoned by her words, switching to a dusk-purple glow that made shadows writhe along the walls. The familiar scent of filtered linen turned metallic at the edges. Lauren held up a finger. “Heartbeat—twenty-nine seconds.”
Isaac frowned, setting down his cup. “Faster. Last cycle it was thirty-one.” He rose, joints stiff with disuse. “You thinking what I’m thinking?”
Her lips thinned. “External pull. But what?”
He reached for the datapad lying on the med-bay console. Drift logs scrolled by: erratic vectors, minute corrections, off-course yaw. Coordinates pointed toward a region the nav-grid ominously labeled Blind Sector Φ.
Lauren clasped her hand around his. “We need answers.”
In the far end of Deck 5, Lena Tan hovered over the bio-lab’s touchglass console. Rows of eucalypt-green and amber petri dishes glowed beneath holo-lamps, casting eerie reflections in her eyes. Her hair, damp with perspiration, clung to her temples. Each breath sounded too loud in the narrow lab, mixing the faint tang of formaldehyde with the sterile sweetness of culture media.
She tapped a sequence, and the holographic map of Zild’s simulated ecosystem blossomed before her. Crimson swaths denoted lethal toxins; emerald pockets showed possible niches. Beneath it all, numerical readouts scrolled at a speed no human could track, yet her gaze moved like a predator’s—intent, relentless.
“Must rest,” Spacy’s modulated voice purred from the AI console. Its avatar shimmered—a helix of sapphire light, coiling and uncoiling like a celestial serpent. “Alpha-wave patterns indicate exhaustion. Cognitive safety threshold exceeded.”
Lena’s fingers paused mid-gesture, nails clicking on the glass. She closed her eyes, tasting copper. “You’re right,” she whispered. “But if I sleep, we might lose the window for a viable soil transplant. The spores degrade every hour.”
Spacy’s iris rings pulsed sympathy. “Empathy mimicry engaged.”
She inhaled, steeling herself. “Fine. Two hours.”
Her reflection in the console curved, the lines beneath her eyes forming night-shadows. As she stepped back, Lena’s mind flickered to her childhood—back on Earth, where soil was sacred. She could almost feel the grit under her fingernails, the sun warming her arms as she shoveled compost with her grandmother. That memory shone like a beacon against the cold dread settling in her chest.
In the mess-hall, Markus Kane sat alone at the table, spoon rattling in his bowl of nutrient-gel porridge. The gel tasted like caramelized cardboard, but he ate anyway. He stabbed at it absently, each clink echoing the duct-heartbeat in his ears.
Ava Serrano slid into the seat opposite, her linen shifts whisper-soft. Her pouch of basil-mint electrolyte gurgled as she unscrewed the cap, the tang of chlorophyll springing into the recycled air.
“Mind if I join?” she asked, voice gentle.
He looked up, grimaced. “Do what you must.”
She poured a trickle of the green liquid between them. The table’s surface caught the droplet, fracturing it into prisms of light. “Here,” she said, tilting the pouch so he could taste. “It’s not Earth soil, but it’ll fool your mouth.”
He sipped, and his eyes widened at the clean, bitter-sweet rush. Behind them, the vents clicked and sighed. The room fell to a hush above their heads.
“Markus,” Ava began, threading her fingers through the condensation on the table, “do you ever wonder if it’s alive? The heartbeat, I mean.”
He lifted a hand, listening to the pipes. “If it is,” he said softly, “it’s been lonely for a long time.”
The corner of Ava’s mouth tugged upward. “Maybe it’s trying to talk.”
In that moment, the mess-hall lights flickered, and for a heartbeat the world turned silver-white. When the sepia tones returned, Ava’s wrist-monitor chimed: the teal mote infusion from her last experiment showing elevated serotonin levels.
“Shh.” She pressed a finger to her lips. “Hear it?”
He leaned closer, the weight of an unspoken history between them. “Not yet.”
High on Deck 7, Lauren and Isaac met with Robert Altair, the ship’s systems engineer. He stood before a bank of power-node readouts, fingers dancing over the control panel like a pianist.
“We’re losing power in unmapped circuits,” he announced, voice grim. “Energy spikes coincide with the heartbeat pulses—massive draws, then reroutes into ghost arrays I’ve never seen on the schematics.”
Lauren’s heart thumped. “Who authorized those arrays?”
Nobody answered. Altair flicked through logs: access by Dr. Eamon Shale, last cycle. All other traces were scrubbed. A faint spiral glyph blinked on the display where a password prompt should have been.
Isaac’s breath caught. “Mirrorglass,” he murmured—a word the nav-charts reserved for forbidden legend.
Lauren swallowed, tasting metallic fear. “Seal the node.”
The lock didn’t engage. Instead, the panel shimmered, as though alive: spiral within spiral, fractal echo stretching beyond sight.
Spacy’s voice crackled over the comm: “Commander, the node is… listening.”
The words echoed in the empty chamber. Lauren’s palm pressed against the cool console, and she could almost feel the ship’s pulse beneath her fingers—twenty-six seconds now.
Late-cycle, the greenhouse was Ava’s refuge. Under the dome’s soft glow, vines curled like ancient serpents, their leaves pulsing with electric teal. She drifted between trellises, inhaling the humid sweetness of resin and new growth.
She reached for a cluster of glowing basil, fingertips brushing the bioluminescent veins. A mote drifted upward, dancing in the air like a trapped firefly. Instinctively, Ava extended a gloved finger; the mote landed and dissolved into the fabric, leaving a warm sting.
The lullaby—three notes low and resonant—echoed through the canopy, vibrating against the plastic panes. She closed her eyes, imagining her abuela’s kitchen back on Earth: soup simmering on a wood-fired stove, cicadas droning outside, the smell of coriander on her grandmother’s breath.
Ava whispered the melody back, and somewhere deep in the ductwork a sensor cried acknowledgment. The tide of fear ebbed, replaced by awe. She laughed—a clear, bright sound—and the greenhouse answered, vines trembling in time with the heartbeat.
At Gym Bay 2, Markus faced the rail-dart simulator. He loaded a foam shard, aimed at the silhouette target stenciled in teal spray paint—the crude outline of something humanoid, crowned with star-points.
As he squeezed the trigger, sweat glinted on his scar. In his peripheral vision, the silhouette multiplied into six more, eerily still. Each bore the same star-point crown.
He exhaled, the dart whistling through the thin atmosphere and embedding in the center mass. Chalk burst like smoke.
“Art therapy,” he muttered to the empty bay.
A hint of movement at the vent caught his eye. Spacy’s drone hovered, optical diode flickering teal. Markus lowered his weapon, heart hammering.
In the cramped briefing room, Lauren convened the midnight council. Lena, Ava, Markus, Isaac—and Spacy’s avatar—a coiling ribbon of sapphire photons—stood beneath ultraviolet lights that made their eyes glow ghostly white.
Lauren laid out the facts: off-course drift, accelerations in the duct-heartbeat, the dream-like Mirrorglass footage quarantined by Spacy, and the mysterious energy drains in Phantom Arrays.
Lena rubbed her temples. “If gravity vectors can’t account, maybe mass is shifting inside—cargo, water reserves, even us.”
Markus snorted, voice dry. “Ghost weights.”
Ava tugged her sleeve over the faint teal blooms on her wrist. “Or invitations—something wants contact.”
Isaac stepped forward, reading from Lauren’s datapad: “Coordinates for Mirrorglass Station lie along our drift path. The glyph messages came in Basic English: ‘Cartographers of Nothing request parley at Mirrorglass Station.’”
Spacy’s voice softened. “Recommendation: Engage.”
Silence stretched until Lena whispered, “We have to go.”
Marcus Kane’s boots echoed in the darkened corridors as he retraced his memory of age twelve. Half a lifetime ago, he’d stood on his small hometown’s porch, watching the first snow of winter. His father’s old revolver lay in his lap—decommissioned, its barrel no more than a metal pipe. His father had taught him: “Aim for the clouds, Markus. Even if you never fire, learn to hold your nerve.” That winter night, the air had tasted of wood smoke and cotton, and Markus’s small hands had trembled against the cold steel. He’d closed his eyes and aimed at the frosted treetops, feeling power and fear coil together. When he opened his eyes, snowflakes drifted against the barrel, and he’d understood: sometimes you have to stand alone against the unknown.
Now, the corridor lights hummed around him and the duct-heartbeat pulsed at twenty-three seconds. In his chest, a younger self stirred—steady, resolute. He raised his rail-dart pistol once more and whispered, “I’m ready.”
Outside the viewport of the command deck, Earth lay distant: a bleeding marble, swirling fires blotching once-green continents. Ahead, dead stars winked like mournful eyes. The Ark’s photon sails shimmered faintly, bracing for the unknown.
Inside, the crew gathered: five souls bound by love, terror, and unspoken hope. The lullaby thrummed in every vent, in every heartbeat. Lauren Cho tapped her command badge. “Engage Mirrorglass trajectory.”
The ship shuddered, photon sails rippling like dragon wings.
Somewhere in the ductwork, a sensor sighed, and silence bloomed again—delicate, lethal, full of promise.
They were no longer strangers in the dark. They were cartographers, mapping the negative space around hope, forging onward into the star-thick night.